Everyone views beauty differently. For some, sunsets, for others sunrises. It is easier to say someone or something is beautiful than to say YOU are beautiful, or we want to clarify it. Beautiful soul, beautiful personality, etc.
How can you ask others to find you beautiful if you don’t find yourself beautiful. Look in a mirror and tell the face looking back at you how beautiful you think he / she is!
All too often, it’s easy to stay in bad relationships. Who knows why we stay in them. Convenience. Fear of being alone. The question is, would you really want a loved one to have a relationship like you have? If the answer is no, it might be time to look into getting out of it.